It is hard to believe how fast time flies
by. I can't believe that it has been a month since the last time I wrote.
The last month has been absolutely crazy!
My poor kiddos
spent a week taking turns being sick. Poor Nonny had the brunt of it
though, with two days of diarrhea and throwing up and then getting
pink eye. Peanut had fever off and on
with a nasty cough. Thank goodness we
have been mostly healthy since then.
After the week of sickness we got to enjoy
a weekend visit from my mom. She really
is amazing. She helped me get a bunch of things done around the house, and we even got to do a little shopping.
She helped me pick out a new shower curtain for our bathroom!
And hang my new curtains up!
The week after mom’s visit the kids and I
got to enjoy two snow days. This was a
welcome little break (especially after being sick). Unfortunately, Daddy didn't get to stay home
with us.
This part of this
entry is not easy for me to share. I
have struggled with depression since junior high. All people go through highs and lows;
however, in the last couple of years I have had some pretty bad low points that
lasted much longer than is normal. For
several months all I wanted to do was sleep.
I had zero interest in doing anything else. I would go to bed early and still wake up
completely exhausted. Not to mention the
numerous trips home from work spent crying, even if it had been a good
day. At work and at home I did as much
as I could with the small amount of energy that I had. After talking with my mother I decided I couldn't just wait for this low patch to pass.
So I called our family doctor.
After talking with him, he prescribed an anti-depressant. Even on the lowest dose during that first
week I began to feel so much better. This
is hard for me to share because there is a huge stigma about people with
depression. I am thankful for family and
friends who have been so supportive as I go through this issue. I think my doctor explained it to me the best
way possible. Depression is a lot like
high blood pressure. The body reaches a
point where it can’t regulate that issue on its own so it needs help.
Due to the
depression, the goals that I set at the beginning of the year took a very hard
hit. However, now that I have some
energy, I plan to take advantage of it. It’s
time to buckle down and work on making things better for my family. I think I may even take a page out of Nonny’s
book and create some schedules to help me get it all done. Somehow I think I may find some help with
that on Pinterest!
Speaking of Pinterest, I recently tried a couple of new recipes
from there that were very yummy.
- Cookies and Cream Fudge: This very good but very sticky and gooey. If anyone has suggestions on how to fix that
problem I would greatly appreciate it!
-
SpinachArtichoke Dip: It was amazingly good and
oh so easy to make!
I want to end
by saying that I am blessed with some amazing friends and family. And some of them are going through some very
difficult situations right now. I want
you all to know I think of you often and when I do I say a prayer for you. The minor situations in our family have made
me immensely thankful for all of you!
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